I can stop,but I don’t want to,I want to enjoy the feeling,even though it’s temporal,I want to feel it in my soul.I know it’s bad,really bad and I should and can stop it but it’s fun,it’s enjoyable,it’s satisfying. I know I’m walking in the path of death and I shouldn’t,anyone who walks there dies but the path seems more alluring,dangerous,exciting,while the path of life seems boring, simple, too straightforward. I want to pick life but it’s hard,someone please pick life for me . Unfortunately no one can,it’s a personal decision.What will I do,I want to live and not die but I want to have fun the world’s way, can’t I just stay in between and choose where to be,with who to be with,whenever I like?
This is the story of a lot of us, torn between life and death,you know you should pick life and you want to pick life buy death seems so attractive,you know it’s bad for you but you want it.Today I urge you to ask God for help,it isn’t a decision you can make and stand by on your own but with the help of the holy spirit you can.Phillipians 4:13 says “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me & never forget an idle hand is the devil’s workshop. Your light is bright and the devil wants to keep you down but guess what you are the light of the world, a city set upon the hill that can’t be hidden.Stop living a mediocre life and staying where you don’t belong but come to the light/source and become a force to reckon with and that is exactly what God wants for you.So shine,shine bright and let men see and glorify your father in heaven .